I haven't written since February? REALLY?????

SORRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYY.  I don't know if I'm apologizing to my *few* readers (i imagine most have abandoned me by now, I would have).  So, I'll just start all over! 

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I'm not even going to look back at what I wrote last time I was here. 

Much has changed in the last few months, changed my schedule at work, changed church's, changed some *friendships*, changed some priorities.   

Much has changed in *the church*, or what's left of it.  One of the reasons I changed to a different church was it didn't seem to be about Yeshua any longer.  It seemed to be more about, 5 ways to save your marriage, 10 ways to avoid stress.....  If I want a self-help book I'll go to a library or book store.  It also seemed to be more about some new program they had going and who had paid enough to tithes to qualify for usher or door greeter.  & Heaven forbid if you asked if there was a Bible Study during the day for people who worked at night, or did they have any program for senior singles?   I never felt so out of place!   
Anyway, so I changed to a more Grace based church, with more emphasis on who Jesus really is & what He really *came to earth* for.  I also found a small group of Messianic believers, I feel like I've come to life again!  Well, it's more like we all found each other, no, it's more like God brought us together! 

Much has changed in our nation, or what's left of it. It's impossible to know who to believe any more.  I know I don't believe anything the dem's or rep's have to say, still not sure of the tea partiers or libertarians or .......    And as far as the media is concerned, can't trust them either.  At least not the mainstream media.  I find myself leaning more towards media I find online & Utube.  Even that.......

The one and only part of my life that hasn't changed, that I KNOW I can completely trust is Jesus, Yeshua, Elohim, my Abba!  I find myself drawn to Him, His Word, Holy Spirit, His Beauty & Grace, His Peace, His Promises, His Love & Forgiveness, more than anything I'm drawn to His Holiness & His Presence!

I know if anyone ever reads my *blog* (don't we have a better word for this yet?, I don't like that word, it sounds, I don't know, yucky?) anyway, if anyone ever reads this again, I’m sure I will have my share of critics.   And, that's ok, we are all entitled to our opinions!   All I'm doing here is expressing my opinions, my ideas, my thoughts.  If I happen to inspire someone, or at least just cause them to think twice about something, okeedokee then.  If someone wants to comment, please feel free to do so, but please keep it clean & polite.  

This world is already topsy turvy enough, all I want to do in anything He gives me to do is to let His light shine through me!  It doesn't mean I'm perfect, but I am His daughter, and that alone makes me pretty special as far as my Abba is concerned.  & His is the only opinion I really care about.  (Sorry if that steps on anyone's toes.....)

Time for me to sign off & I promise I'll try to write more often, maybe not daily, but I'll try daily,  but at least weekly?  

God bless y'all & sweet dreams!

Shalom!