can't go swimming because it's still to cold out

I don't know what it is for certain, but I have a heavy heart today.  For the world, for my friends and family?  for myself?

So many things I want to do, so many "limitations", some of my own making, ok, well probably most of my own making in one way or another.  Some limitations are place by others, some by circumstances (can't go swimming because it's still to cold out, LOL)

The one thing i haven't done, that i will be doing before the end of this week is finishing my story blog.     Then after that i'm going to write a story and try to get it sold, maybe on amazon?  maybe a magazine?  who knows.....  

way to much on my mind and i'm exhausted!

am i distracted????   i guess you could say that!  LOL